TGIF

Yesterday's lunch: honey baked ham and black pepper egg on walnut rye bread + a side of veg and cherry tomatoes.

In the process of taking this photo part of my egg fell out. But I picked it up because... 3 second rule right? 🌚 plus, egg. 😍

My fellow interns are always shocked that I pack lunch in the mornings and bring it to work.

Then when I explain it's because I don't particularly like to eat oily food everyday, their response is usually "ohh... I thought you were doing it today save $".

Nothing wrong with eating healthy though. 😌 I read somewhere that it's 80% diet and 20% exercise and I'm not sure if it's just delusional me but my LB culottes felt loose yesterday when they've always been very snug.

Plus, save time queuing, save money, eat more home cooked food. It's a win-win all around. 👌🏻

I couldn't be bothered with egg or cheese today so just two slices of ham. To be honest ham isn't that healthy either, but give and take hahaha.

Woke up this morning at 630 to jog because my senior allowed me to go in at 930 today (though it means I leave at 630 instead of 530), and also because I wanted to clear my mind.

It's week 2 of internship and I'm an emo nemo 🐠.

 It always happens without fail every time I'm plunged into a new situation. 

Every new semester as I go for new classes, meet new groups and friends, it happens. My friends noticed and whenever it happens they tell me "remember this same thing last sem? It will get better," but now I only have myself to give the reminders, I guess.

I think it comes from being wholly tired out from being sociable. It's really not my thing to meet new people. 😅 I'm so shy and forcing myself to speak up and be cheerful saps a lot of energy from me.

(Hugeass mushrooms I saw while jogging!)

After week 2 of every semester I fall into a rut of melancholy and I don't know why. I figure it's really because I drained my battery speaking to new people. And meeting people knowing that they'll be just another passing acquaintance in a matter of mere months really drains me.

I thrive on friendships where I know that I can be a 100% myself and feel comfortable. Making casual small talk to give a good impression is not my thing.

I can "click" with most people that I talk to in the sense that I can speak to them easily. But I also know at the end of the day, we will all go back home and that's the end of the "friendship" that happened in the office. Maybe I should call it camaraderie instead. And there are those that I just can't click with - their responses to my conversation are usually ice cold - lukewarm and THAT is the real energy-sapper.

... I think I'm just tired and cynical right now.

Time check 9.04AM and I'm on the way to the office. Going to recharge myself for the remaining one mrt stop to prep for another full day of awkwardness.

I did an eyeshadow eyeliner today! I don't have high hopes of it lasting throughout the first few hours of work, but we shall see.

Did an ombré lip today featuring wet hair. I am a huge fan of the Korean ombré lip because I feel like it makes my mouth look less large. Not so much a fan of the American way of ombré which has the lighter colour on the inside to make lips look fuller!

Unglam pic is unglam. Used a dark brown eyeshadow to do a winged liner and it worked for my left eye but not so much for the right. (My eyes are very uneven.) I smudged it out a little so that it won't look so harsh. And I actually like it!

So far it's holding up! I'm at Amoy now for lunch with some other interns, and I'm helping them get seats while they buy food since I brought lunch. It's a good time to Dayre!

Sneaky #FOTD selfie at my desk because nobody sat next to me today.

Did super neutral eyeshadow and didn't overdo my blush for a change. 

The eyeshadow liner on my left eye lasted the whole day albeit a little faded. The right eye is mostly smudged but meh, I expected it since my liquid liner only smudges on my right eye too.

Made it out alive with 1001 paper cuts from filing! The senior let me leave on time after I finished my work 😊

This morning's sky.

Heading home now for dinner and a well deserved break hehe. Next week will be a new and better week. 💪🏻

I'm going to put aside some time later to pack my lipsticks and transfer them to my new acrylic container that has been collecting dust since I got it, instead of spam watching dramas/YouTube and playing Maplestory LOL.

Hope everyone's getting off work soon too!